Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Terra Cotta

One day, when I was early into my teenage years, or perhaps around the time to go into college, I forget exactly when, my mother gave me a single, four inch square decorative tile, and looked at me in earnest.

I was puzzled by her gift.

She explained the symbolic message of her gift to me, very clearly. This is an Italian tile. It is very strong. It can handle ANYTHING.  Always keep it as a reminder to yourself of how very strong you are made to be, just like this tile.

I turned the tile over and looked at the back, which, besides the decoration, looked like this:

And I thought about it.

Tile is earth that has been put through fire, and it can handle heat. It is durable. It is used in surfaces around the home.

Yet it's beautiful, too, when you look at the decoration.

I knew it could chip, or crack, or shatter.

But compared to clay, it was vastly improved, and I took mother's point to heart.

I supposed in some ways, another term for it is 'grit'--the ability to endure just about anything to achieve one's goals...

This fragrance came to me the time before last I went to Di-z-knee-land

It was a Saturday in summer, and Anthony and I had a wonderful time. I bought him some shirts and I got a new jacket. But at the fragrance store in New Orleans Square, it was on special. I was told it has coconut and gardenia fragrance in it.

The first time I wore it to work I had a patient almost die on me, not from the fragrance but from their many comorbidities. It took hours and hours and an ICU admit and I was badly shaken. I almost thought it was bad luck, the perfume!

But the next day, the patient was awake, extubated, doing well, completely normal.

Then I noticed the image on the bottle--the sun--was it an eclipse sun or a sun I can't tell--and the name of the fragrance is Terra Cotta. Special edition. That's what the woman at the store said. It's special edition, limited edition, they won't make any of it any more.

What timing, huh?

And after the energies shifted on Sunday night...the fragrance is good luck, too.

About Sunday. I wasn't sure if I mentioned it. There were two simultaneous fireworks displays going on in Anaheim. One was at 'The Mouse House' and the other was at Angel Stadium. The Harvest Festival with Gregg Laurie had just concluded. It had been a three day event to stop human trafficking.

The five freeway goes between both sites. We were wondering where the second fireworks were as we were driving home.

I would imagine some people use fireworks to invoke more than a show of lights in the nighttime sky.

Especially certain, um, 'teams'.

I think Ross got me to that place in between them at just the right time to uncouple some of the 'magic' and everything unraveled from there for certain 'teams'...and that's the exact moment I saw Divine Father open the door. As my car crossed the invisible line connecting the stadium and the resort during their simultaneous fireworks displays.

The energies are still good.

And I am growing.

I'm starting to poke my head out from my life circumstances and ask myself, 'is this what I want?' and to start talking to the right people.

I know of one internal medicine doc who has cut ties with 'the system' successfully.  The healing is a blend of ALL -- both holistic and traditional and Reiki. People love it.

I've been like, 'I can't do internal medicine, I'm not boarded. What can I do?'

My friend from long time, another anesthesiologist, is in 'the transition'. She says with all the stress there is no time to live life and do the things you enjoy. People would invite you to a social gathering, and you would say yes, but you would have to cancel because there was an emergency and you had to go to the hospital. She says we are not born to be beasts of burden, like plow horses or oxen, and that is what our careers had done to us!

She says there is a certain amount of stress and anxiety that makes it hard for you to hear Divine Guidance, especially for me as the sole supporter of Anthony and myself. She says there is panic.

Once you decrease the workload, you can think. The clarity comes (that's the exact word I was looking for, in talking with Spirit, clarity).

And you need some source of income until the 'soul aligned' business takes off.

She works in surgery centers now. Every now and then. And she sells a supplement. It's just enough to help her get by and not worry about her survival.

She said she still loves medicine. It's just that the hospital is such a hostile environment to those of us who are's time to get out.

And it's true. A patient wrote a nasty letter to administration saying I belittled her. In fact it was a safety precaution she didn't want to hear--we don't eat on the day of surgery due to aspiration risk--and I'm so busy right now from the accusation with people asking me my side of the boss...the OR manager told me she defended me because it's for patient safety.  It's getting to the point where you have to really be submissive to everyone in the hospital because they will write you up. Nurses. Patients. Other surgeons. Already I am like high end retail in my interpersonal skills. I fully understand the Customer Is Always Right.

My friend says I need to work on my self-worth, my self-love, and then I will realize Reiki is just one form of my many gifts. I bring Spiritual messages and healing to Earth plane for others who can't quite sense it yet. And I teach others how to be open like that, and independent.

I'm making her a bracelet in exchange for her mentoring me.

She tells me not to put myself in a box...and to let Spirit guide me.

Yesterday Ross said for us to stop off at the gym (local Pokemon one) and 'fight'.  It was after basketball practice and I was like, 'hmmmm? okay.'

The characters on it were very weak. Anthony was able to take over the gym by himself. We both put characters/players on it.

This was the first time we have ever been able to take over the gym without an hour of battles back to back.

I miss him so, Ross.  And I am grateful he guides us, his family, who are still incarnate on earth.


(stretches and yawns--ed)  Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

Carla's mom also likes the Blue Delft tiles, and other porcelain decorations. The neighbor Thelma Monette gave a pot to her. And later, she gave that one to Carla.

Blue delft is very un-Italian, but it has its advantages too.

(he looks at you intently, I can sense he's been planning to say something, and I'm ready to listen too to what he has to share--ed)

I'm here.

I'm ready to work with you, just like I do Carla.

All you have to do  is ask.

It is safe.

It is time for you to begin working with your guides more closely.

I have my teams of them ready to answer your requests.

I recommend you start with little requests, so you can adapt to the process, and be clear that it's not the imagination.

Perhaps a penny from heaven to show you you are making the right choice? Right there, on the ground, out of NOWHERE, with the right choice for you which is in alignment with your Higher Self 'heads up' and with the 'not so good choice' with the message 'tails up' when it shows itself to you?

After a while you will get consistency, and trust and be able to go on it, just like Carla, without the coins.

Or how about magic feathers? A black one was shown to Carla yesterday. She knew to be cautious, to wait, to watch for an omen. Even though there were lots of crows out there on the basketball courts, Carla is trained to read the messages of random bird feathers which show themselves in her path by decoding the message in their color.

Or how about totem animals? Carla saw a hawk flying earlier in the day, and knew that a message was there just for her--sometime--and to pay attention to symbols and signs, and Hawk is Messenger from Great Spirit...

The possibilities are endless and I encourage you to begin.

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Carla has an early start today. She has to make both the breakfast and the lunches...

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Twins

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Day One

We made it!

The energies are clear and bright, and filled with nurturing, warmth, love and compassion.

I can go on.

Life is not without its lessons.  Yesterday I was assigned to work with a soul who has betrayed me, an anesthesia colleague (a 'pain specialist') who is the expert witness for the person suing me for medical malpractice. I had dread as I came in to work, and I realized the room and time I was to be present made it very high likelihood I would work with this person for the first time since reading their letter against me. I asked Ross what should I do? Should I refuse to work? Should I work? How should I even face this painful person?

Ross told me to turn the other cheek.

It wasn't easy, but I did. And I'm glad I did it. Because I am not a vindictive or angry person, and I didn't want to have fear around this anesthesiologist for the rest of my career. It's just a game to him. It's money. And sad as it is for me, he made his choices.  I am totally free to make mine. And I chose to follow Ross' example.

I realized since work is so slow, and seven of my colleagues had the day off, I was fortunate to have the work. Two cases. I was humble enough to realize I need to eat and support my family.

My lesson was learned.

Even Coh-Bu-Ra said 'we achieved victory of the light!' -- the third confirmation of this momentous change from the status qu0-- although I still prefer not to trust him.

Where we are at now is a place in energy, in time, in consciousness of our population on Earth--where it doesn't matter how we 'got there' but we ARE 'there' for the people who say the eclipse changed their life? Thanks to the wisdom of Divine Father and Divine Mother, in a way, they are correct, because of the timing. How else would they know? Right?  The only sadness I have, is that I can tell quite clearly who reads my blogs, and who doesn't, in our community, and the ones who made a big fuss about the eclipse -- well, they get to have just as much of these new vibrations as those who DO read and apply themselves.  For those of you who do study and work at your growth, and follow our efforts to help you awaken, you give us great pleasure and satisfaction, and I want you to know, I KNOW who you are, and Ross does too.

At some point, everyone is going to look us in the eyes, and as a couple, when you meet us, everything will be clear, and known.   All of it. In an instant.

So those of you who bring more JOY to us by your study and growth in working with us, are going to see it reflected in our gaze at you, and it will be a JOY well deserved and entitled to you, for all of your efforts!

I will stop writing now, for the day. There are tasks to do. I have the luxury of a day off, and many things to accomplish.

I ask you for the Reiki Transition Symbol to be sent, if you know how to send it, to Jeannine Pimoult, in France, who is dear to our hearts. She is in coma now, after fighting a battle against metastatic colon cancer.

In meditation, I saw her. She saw me, and met Ross.

She started banging her head over and over because she never realized in Life who we were. And how Anthony is Ross' son!

Ross stopped her at once. He told her how much she was entrusted by him through his giving her closeness to us, and how, by her own heart, she chose to love us unawares. Her kindnesses to me and Anthony gave Ross much joy and happiness.

She understood.

Ross gave me a kiss and she was tickled and delighted to be 'in' on the secret of Ross having a family. She asked me if he is a good kisser and I said, 'yes' softly and with a big smile that includes my eyes crinkling up at the corners.

I can see her family waiting for her on the Other Side. Souls tend to come and go a lot at the end, between both worlds. I'm not sure exactly when her official Transition will be.

But we thank you for your love and your Reiki.

Tomorrow is another day. I will talk about 'the terra-cotta' Ross says.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Happiest Couple on Earth (an a little above it) 

Monday, August 21, 2017

IB HEARTY -- Eclipse Update 2017

Ross chose the photos for this post.

It's a quick update.

Yesterday, I could barely function. The energies on Gaia were so low I could barely breathe.  I simply was going through the motions.

For those of you who sent me Reiki, thank you. I couldn't have made it without you.

It helped.

Yesterday I had a clog in the bathroom tub. It had been clogged for a week--but I finally got on my knees with the tool and fished the hair out of it. It wasn't easy. I had to keep at it, and make sure as I pulled I kept the clog together so it kept pulling.

I do this from time to time.

But as I went to give Reiki yesterday to all of humanity--I was guided to look at it for the first time--it was bloated and grey. It was in very poor condition, spiritually.

I'm not sure how I thought of it, but I started to pull on the energy of humanity just like I did with a clog. Reiki healers are sensitive to energy flow, and just like on a single patient, when there are blockages you can pull them so the energy flows better.

I pulled, and these stretchy black strings--a grid of them--tangled like hairs and about the same consistency, started to come out. Ross and his crew had a hook, and I attached it. They pulled, and I monitored the area where it was pulling out. I reattached new hooks.

Ross told me the Reiki healing wouldn't finish for like, three days. Just to let it go and not close it.

I told my team, my closest Ground Crew who are in fact my Star Family.

They helped. Divine Mother Incarnate helped with the pulling. Others supported me.

Around the same time, I could hear Divine Father making the noise of opening the handle to open a door. I alerted Divine Mother Incarnate of this.  I didn't know how long it would take.

Yesterday after the basketball game Anthony wanted to go to Disneyland. Apparently there was a Pokemon convention at the Anaheim Convention Center.  I had known he wanted a Kangishkhan--rare, from Australia, only in California for a weekend. We had tried in Irvine yesterday with no luck.

It's odd because I didn't know, but before I left for the basketball game, I had asked for special healing to be sent to the resort, the whole thing, the whole area. I had never done that before.

So like wood, I walked through Disneyland. I was hungry, I didn't want to delay my son, but we stopped by the LaBrea Bakery for a salad and some bread.

Wouldn't you know it? On the drive to the park he caught an Unknown (rare Pokemon) and at the table we both caught the Kangishkhan!

I had been needing chocolate. Ross told me it's okay. My breakfast had been Hershey kisses and toast with nutella. For lunch I wanted the brownie too.

Wouldn't you know it, last night was the last night of the Main Stream Electrical Parade, too?

I watched it, as it went into the door at the beginning of main street. I was up by the train area. I had to bend. It didn't hold it's magic. I was glad to see it, my childhood, and also the memory of the awe of being an employee, backstage, and watching the whole parade get switched on before it took off...

But Ross was in a hurry. He wanted me to go. He said to avoid traffic.

So I went.

We even skipped the fireworks.

I was driving us home, and around 2200 our time, I SAW Divine Father open the door!

I was puzzled, and with my spirit body, I asked him if this was it? He was smiling very wide, and like a kind host, ushered me inside.

Just to my right, was Ross, dressed in his finest, and he asked me if I would like a drink? There were a lot of people present--Ross' people and crew--all dressed up and I could hear the hubbub of conversation.

I looked at the glass, and asked him, sincerely, 'will this make me feel silly and I might say stupid things if I drink it? (It was Galactic, I didn't recognize it, but it looked like our champagne in a champagne glass from the sixties).

He smiled, understood, and said, 'yes, drink it slowly so you won't have that effect; it's very strong.'

So I took it and had a baby sip...

I noticed I could breathe again, ever since the door opened, and new energies were flooding me.

The energies were exactly like the realm where Ross had taken me UP when I couldn't breathe the last time. Some super high dimension.

Only right now, those energies are here, and here to stay.

Divine Father told me they pre-empted the eclipse by about twelve hours. That way nobody would know what happened, and the only cause they could attribute it to, was the eclipse, when clearly, it wasn't, it was the door.

I was surprised at his cleverness!

The rest, since we have co-creation here, are loose ends to tie up. I'm not sure how this realm is going to eventually look as it's supposed to look. I'm sure Heaven doesn't want to confuse anybody. But right now, energetically, Heaven is officially on Earth.

Here is the secondary confirmation:

And for reference,



Welcome to the higher realms.

(He smiles and nods yes when I ask him 'is this real?'--ed)

(He offers me his arm, I take it, and we walk--ed)

(He had showed me, twenty something years ago, the land of the future--he's showing me it again now--low ivory/white houses, simple, dirt paths, lots of nature. I don't see any people, but the city is shining with invisible light. There is peace, there is order, there is activity, I can feel it. The people are busy and they are whole again.--ed)

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple

Sunday, August 20, 2017


The energies are very weak right now.  I feel them. I feel the energy of the sun, having been born and raised in Long Beach, California, and having lived on the west coast for all of my life. (I had a summer in Cincinnati but that was the only time I was away).

I am always feeling the energies which are coming in from the sky. They are invisible, and yet, I 'eat' them--metaphysically, I need these energies to help me connect to Source, and also, to my guides.

When I am at my mother's house, it's harder for me to 'connect' up.  She has this stuff on the roof of her house.

But when I am on the road, I have always connection open, open, open, like this:

I got a message from Ross.

I'm not too excited about the eclipse because between the hype, the mass reaction to the mainstream media, and all the stuff going on behind the scenes, as an empath, I feel like I am the washing machine going back and forth, back and forth.

So I'm quiet.

I'm taking extra steps to ask for forgiveness from others.

I'm doing what one would do before they die.

I don't expect to die.

But as one approaches death their Life Force is waning, and with the cosmic energies as they are, I feel the same hopelessness and waning in my own connection to the Galactic Life force too.

I am weakening with every minute we click closer to that astronomical event.

Here's Ross' message to me, while I was on call, and waiting for a case:

8.18.17  1456

R:  I want to talk to you.
Hold on to your hats.
Are you ready honey?
I invite you to something greater than yourself, than me.
You are/shall be a part of us -- FOREVER.

C:  Hate? News? So much conflict?

R:  Let go of the stars -- there is only LOVE and LOVE is what it takes (I see his two fists bumping toward one another and they impact)  We are going to meet everyone half way.
On their terms, because that is the only way possible.
Even if you are incarnate.

I will hold you in my arms tonight and love you soundly.

All my love,
God is Glorious!
Your Beloved,

What I sense is that if you are ultra liberal, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are ultra conservative, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are highly spiritual, and have studied and worked hard, like me, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are very worldly--in the world and OF it--you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are suffering, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are living 'the good life' and not suffering in any way at all, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are welcoming change, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you hate change more than anything in the world, and do all you can to resist it, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are alone, old, tired, and desperate, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

If you are young, and full of enthusiasm, you are going to like and connect to the message the Galactics have to give.

Does this make sense?

I have seen just a glimpse of their elaborate plans, and contingencies, and backups for that.

The Galactics do fine work, and leave nothing to chance.

We have the gift to help others with their lessons.

By some strange phenomenon, we can see what others who are having their lessons, can't.

However, due to the nature of lessons, most people who are in one, not only can't hear their guides in spirit, but they can't hear their guides, teachers, friends and family, who are incarnate right there with them, too.

There is an energy that is given off by every living thing.

I can read it.

And one of the worst energies I have felt, next to this whole impending eclipse thing, is the energy of the cheating lover.

I had a friend/Boss at my old work, at Clorox. Let's call her 'rolle'. She was single. Tall, very thin. It's because she had a terrible disease, scleroderma. Her face skin was a little tight, and her fingers turned blue. She wasn't attractive, but she was smart and very outgoing. And super, duper, Christian. We used to pray together, and go to lunch outside of work.

Enter 'ike'...the new hire from Arizona who was married and had a son.

Sparks flew between 'rolle' and 'ike'.

It's the only thing that mattered to them.

Me being the friend, I heard lots from 'rolle'. It seems people like this always have a 'wing man' and never explore this type of 'lesson' on their own.

I wasn't a willing 'wing man'.  But I had to be polite.

As an empath, I saw where this was headed, every nuance, every step of the way for this couple.

Ironically, as much as they wanted it to be hidden, by their actions, and their energies, everyone else in the company knew what they were up to, also.

So did the wife.

Torn, as a Christian, 'rolle' would tell me 'she wouldn't' and 'she knew it was a sin'  and 'why would God send her this love?'

The whole time I was like, 'dude? he is married! don't get involved!'  Every single time.

Soon they were kissing in the copy room.

Not longer after that it was more than kissing.

'rolle' was very, very, very lonely, and vulnerable...but I knew in my heart this wasn't a solution to the loneliness.

'ike's' wife got pregnant.

He had to choose.

The wife, determined to save her family, chose the most painful day of the year to give birth to their new daughter--'rolle's birthday, July 4.

With much drama, 'ike' broke up with 'rolle', quit work, and moved the family back to Arizona.

I ended up leaving the company not much longer than that, and I've been out of touch with 'rolle'.

It still makes me feel icky to write about it.  The energy was so heavy, so gross, so backwards from the whole relationship!

Why not just find someone who is right for you? Or leave your partner before you have sex with someone new--if you are not happy?


Well, I've done it.

I've cheated too.

I've been in that role of 'rolle'.

I was in fellowship, and it was a neighbor, and it was for less than one month the relationship was there.

I was dreadfully unhappy, and I felt 'stuck' with my husband.

The reason?

Our sex life was terrible, and I wanted to enjoy being intimate.

I knew I was cheating--not leading up to it--but while it was happening. I felt a little bit of that 'invulnerability' I could have everything I wanted in life and the rules didn't apply to me.

What I learned was important--I could change my life--I needed to! If I could only find the courage to leave my home for good.

That one data point was worth risking my marriage, which eventually collapsed due to a combination of things.

I was so weak I was ready to stay with my unhappiness, because it was a 'hell I knew' rather than exchange it for 'a hell I didn't know' (a new life).

But my ex knew it was time to go, and we decided to part while on vacation in Hawaii.

What are vows? I don't know. Why are they so important here, and not so much in the Higher Realms where stuff like this happens more often--their views on love are very 'open' to put it lightly. Monogamy is a 'can' but not a 'must'...that's how they put it.

I'm sorry.

While I'm here on Earth, I go by what I sense, the energies.

The energies of cheaters are very low vibration, there is nothing beautiful about it, and I don't like to experience it. Not from either end. But I am human and will tell you, I've been there (once), I've had the lesson too, and I grew from it.

Would I repeat it?

Not on your life. It was a painful lesson. My 'friend' dumped me hard and told me never to contact him again because he was getting married. I wasn't interested in him in the first place, but to be rejected like that still hurts.

This is a city in Spain.  It's by the water.

I was born and raised in a city by the water, Long Beach, California.

It was rumored to have lots of ties to Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. It was supposed to be a big group of them there...

When I was born I didn't know.

I just barely found out later in life.

But most of my life, with the exception of training and education, has been on the 33rd parallel.  The home I lived in with my ex was actually on the 33.33 parallel.

I educated myself last night by watching some videos, one was on the hidden energy work built in to the layout of Long Beach architecture/city planning by the masons. Apparently it collects energy, and not just earthly but human energy, and focuses it for an 'adept' to be able to use. This person who is making the video seems nice. Kind of curious and interested in the occult and the use of unseen power that the descendants from Egypt knew--such as found with the masonic order. He also aligns strongly with music and JZ. I watched the whole hour plus...because he pointed out the structures, I saw he was right, and I wondered what the conclusion was going to be? There was a part where an entity asked him to create a time portal with sound and his computer and a flashlight. He didn't want to be interrupted. He locked himself in his room, and the whole building started to shake. His roommate started cursing and asked him to stop and banged on the door. He didn't. He passed out (went to sleep at ten instead of his usual 3 am).  When he woke up there was a swastika in ashes on his apartment building front wall that faced the street.  This portal was timed to match a release of JZ's something--I'm not sure what.

This was in early 2012, and the entity had said 'someone had HIJACKED' the regional energy flow system and it was to 'get it back'. 

I am the Hijacker.

I do lots of work with these things I can't see, and always, always, always, with my teams.  The location of the hijacking was in Anaheim! But the timelines were close.

So I do good work.

And I'm sure there's no backing down from the Hijack in the first place--shaking buildings and all, because Gaia has her Free Will and that is to be joined to infinite supply of Nurturing , Warmth, Love and Compassion for herself and all inhabitants.

I'm not even going to give you the link, because it's dark, that video. It's not super dark. But it's definitely from The Other Team.

Someone shared this with me for the Eclipse.

It's total darkness.

There's no Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion to the found anywhere in it.

I wouldn't even watch it.

The eyes glow.

Things are supernatural and ominous. 

Just so you know, I even went to analyze backwards the vocals--I'm not very good at it--but this is the type of 'entertainment' that pays homage to something else, some other belief system, that is NOT from the Divine Creator of All That Is.

This video explained things.

Now I know why there are 'funny arches' to Adventure Land, and in a statue at my work. It's the arch of Baal. 

I also understand why in that strange video clip of Rihanna with some mason dudes in some meeting where the old guys with grey hair and black robes sit like judges in court, and she opened her legs in a chair at the audience, and did writhing and flipping dance moves--she was opening her Vescica Pisces  to create some portal or something.

This also explains to me this photo:

what this photo means. It's souls coming through a portal, or being consumed by the Galactic central sun. There's sex orgy and death energy in it. Just ask icky as the cheater energy.   I had brought it up with Divine Mother Incarnate earlier--what is it and why does it feel so icky and so related to this Eclipse thing?

I suspect it's souls falling to earth from heaven, fallen angels.

In summary:

  1. We are in the middle of a war we can't see, it's spiritual, it's invisible, for the most part.
  2. There are strong proponents who trace back to the two hundred fallen angels, Baal, Egypt, and organized groups like Masons--who not only built our cities to harvest ours and nature's life force energy--but control the news and the media too. Their 'attack' on our psychology is at an all time high.
  3. 2020 is the proposed rollout of 5G (, and an 'event' with Bitcoin, and also, reportedly, the time satanism will be worshipped openly. People are already getting chipped like their pets--their employers will require it instead of a badge--I've read that article too. We are only two and one half years from that time. Do know the effects of an eclipse aren't always seen immediately and last for months to years after?Link to my teacher Anne's description of the astrology And that the Dark Ones worship the Black Hole Sun.
  4. This video totally makes me smile. I could watch it over and over and over.
  5. We hold the upper hand. Team DOES Have Your Best Interest At Heart. There are some very high ranking incarnate angels and sentient beings from the cosmos walking here on earth, now! They might not remember what they were sent to do, but they are very very good at it, and are doing it. (the Dark ones invaded Saturn. Saturn before the invasion is good. Saturn is infested, like Earth is. Mars was depleted by the invaders before they came to Earth. Earth is poised to turn into a dry, desolate planet by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart...and Divine Creator of All That Is has intervened to stop it.) This Channeled message from Anne is especially timely

Am I afraid?


My soul has been through lots of things like this before.

Am I glad Ross is strong, and with me?

Yes. He has overcome the darkness, and instead of going on his merry way, has committed himself and all his teams to guiding us to overcome it too.

Lots has to do with our inner world, our thoughts, our choices to remain silent when we could choose to be painful or angry, our choices to raise our vibration UP...and to hold our heads up high as we pass through our lessons and tests and challenges.

Our souls outnumber those of the fallen angels and their sympathizers.

And the more our inner world 'straightens up', the more higher vibration utopia we will be able to manifest. 

I laugh a little, because at my work, I could be very grim. It's a ghost town already in the O.R. because we don't care for CalOptima patients. And as of the fifteenth, now even my own insurance, Anthem, isn't taken by my healthcare system I work for. That's right, I can't go to my own hospital, it's out of network, and so are my doctors. Yet I pay seven hundred dollars a month for health care!! The only places I can go now are basically county hospitals, which are over crowded, until I can change healthcare plans in November. 

I've been wanting time off work, and I've manifested it REALLY well, right? LOL. No work to pay for the seven hundred a month in healthcare insurance.

I'm so glad I trusted my intuition, and didn't move a few years ago. I couldn't pay a mortgage on a new home. But with this old one, I still can, even with much reduced work. 

I've lived a life as a kitten, with all the terror, right in the bosom of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.  It didn't touch me--my heart of hearts, my consciousness--but I did gain lots of reconnaissance about the other team.

I've been born and raised in some locations linked to the other team, and been employed by, some very strong proponents/players on the other team--without having a clue for most of my life.

It's ubiquitous. 

And yet, we can be FREE and GROW and raise our VIBRATION no matter where we are!

Nature, is our best ally here while we are incarnate on Earth.   Go to Nature for strength in your battles are incarnate Ground Crew while we go through this really dissonant energy of the Eclipse. 

Everything is going to be okay.

Ross is going to meet you halfway.

Ross is even going to meet the most enthusiastic eclipse embracer who erroneously thinks it from the good angels--halfway.

Everyone is going to be delighted.

Ross wanted me to write this for you first thing when I got out of bed. I've been writing for two hours.

I hope it helps.

And I hope my husband and Twin is satisfied with my efforts.

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I guess he is because he's clapping and smiling.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla

Friday, August 18, 2017

Steadfast Motion

Time is our friend.

As the energies intensify--and depending on you who align with and what you read it can result in a multitude of different 'flavors' in its significance--as we march closer to the eclipse we also march closer to moving beyond it.

I am spending this time nurturing myself as much as possible.

I must.

I just got over an illness. I have lots of long work days going on. And I'm a single mom.

One of the things I do while I am taking it 'easy' is to think.

That's why I'm sharing with you the Om symbol.

It is the highest symbol in Karuna Reiki. Did you know that it's a Reiki symbol too?

It is.

Our teacher taught us it is the vibration of the Universe. The energy of OM is what 'makes everything go'.

It means way more than just jewelry or tattoo design.

I also noticed this is the ONE symbol that the Dark Ones--those who do not have our best interest at heart--haven't 'altered'.  Other symbols they desecrate. But this one? Hmmm, I don't know, did they forget?

It's both curious and fascinating.

I've also been on a rant with the Divine, reading them the riot act.

It's about suffering.

Creator Writings 8/17/19 said, 'Every moment you cried out to me I was there...every moment of your human experience is Divine'...

I told Creator to just take all those 'gifts' of suffering and exchange them back at the store.

I want nothing to do with them.

It's a horrible way to learn, and there is nothing, absolutely NOTHING 'Divine' about trauma based mind control programming, about starving children slaves in the Congo digging out cobalt from the mud, about torture...about being controlled by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

I told Creator to stifle it and to get on with HEALING everything and everyone!

I'm done.

Then I found this article and I was like, AHA! and waving it in the face of the Divine--for nobody anywhere on my councils seems to understand how terrible and awful suffering really is to experience--even 'if' it is 'only illusion'.

Then I started hearing, 'you will have joy'...

Over and over as I went through my day.

'You will have joy'

There are so many things I can't understand.

Ross is very quiet, helping me only the minimum. I think he knows me well enough not to approach when I'm in this mood.

The last we really spoke, he was comparing the cannibals in the forests of New Guinea with their form of cannibalism to the kind of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. He's like, 'Carla? Would you fault them, the local natives, where it is their culture and tradition to eat their enemies and have done it for a long time?'

I wouldn't budge an inch on making the occult practices of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart any less horrible and icky than they already are.

I got his point. He was right. Logically. Culture is culture.

But my emotions wouldn't soothe. Not with all the ongoing practices.

Basically, my argument is this--I can forgive an asshole. BUT, that is only when there is the general agreement that an asshole IS an asshole. A child of God? Yes, of course! But a mean nasty junkyard dog of a soul who hurts people and strikes fear everywhere it goes? If you call it what it is--and I CHOOSE to forgive, I can.

The other thing is that the ones who are trying to ruin my reputation at work--in particular the colleague who is a 'whore'--that's the term for doctors who are expert witnesses against other doctors and who witness against the plaintiff--is 'going to pay dearly for what they did'.

I don't know how that will work. But 'you will have joy' and 'they will pay dearly' and the messages coming through from source.

Yesterday's patient I could have killed had I not had my cardiac fellowship and training. One stick of propofol injected fast and that would have been the end.  I was able to take care of him, and manage everything, and he woke up just fine.

I am good at what I do. And people like me. As long as I am able to do the work I will with an open heart.

I hate suffering. And I want my patients to go through surgery with the minimum of it, every single day.

Ross had also tried to explain to me that his death was much like in Anthony's video games. You just pop up and have a new life experience, it wasn't so bad...

I suffered with him. Divine Mother Incarnate says she saw his suffering too. It was real, on that timeline. It was horrible.

She also says that the mergings are still going on because the cruelty has to stop. The dark ones get the choice, heal or merge, and it's been going strong for quite some time now. It hasn't slowed down.

I'm so grateful Divine Mother is doing something to clean this place up.

This is why work keeps getting less and less fun. There's SO much red tape! It isn't at all like it was when I started my career. A surgeon wanted to leave a lap sponge in a patient as packing for an open wound. The nurses shot him down. He had to take it out and put something else they approved of in the wound. They didn't want to get in trouble...

Another surgeon told me a PACU  nurse discharges her patients home without an order. She goes to look at her patient to make sure they are okay before she sends them home, and they are gone. She says the PACU nurses turf everyone the second they wake up--an exaggeration--but she wanted our patient to void (urinary retention is a side effect of the surgery) and PACU made her admit him to the floor.

It's a crazy world out there in medicine.

Ross says he will talk when I don't have to get ready for work. It's time for breakfast.

BTW, they had their first 'Terminal Dust' in Alaska. It's a snowfall very high in the atmosphere that marks the end of summer.

The Earth is always in motion.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Team Advisors

Thursday, August 17, 2017

A Stretch!

We are One.

Just like with our bodies, all the parts make us 'one'--technically--hands, feet, heart, eyes...

That being said, I am going through a 'stretch' mentally, trying to reframe my perspective from 'Ground Crew Incarnate' to 'Galactic'.

Here's the article that really made me stop in my tracks:

In it, our Guiding Council shows it's mastery, it's total being outside the Illusion, and in a way, it irked me somewhat to listen to the audacity of their statements and know in my soul without a doubt they are correct...and they aren't holding their brilliance back!

It's humbling.

Logically in my Lightworker role, I thought:  Dark Ones Exposed = Everyone Wakes Up.

The Galactics are like: If people want to buy into the Eclipse, and it makes them 'feel spiritual', THEN it is 'spiritual'.

They pay Lip Service to the 'we wouldn't want to condone anything' to the nefarious outcome from the Eclipse as anticipated by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

To the Galactics, everything here is Illusion, almost one big fat joke if you took the suffering out of it.

What are they going to do while everyone is looking up?

Fly by?

A light show?

I don't know.

But this gets me again and again where it hurts, the part of me that doesn't understand Creator of All That Is, the part that I truly don't LIKE about Creator and Creator's sense of values.

Slackers get the SAME goodies and rewards as those who work hard for Creator.

The prodigal son.

The people invited later in the day to work in the fields get the same pay as those who have worked all day.

On the other hand, in the Bible at least, there is contradiction with the talents (the one who buries them gets them taken away) and the Light On A Hill and the people with the oil lamps who fell asleep before the bridegroom came.

Either way, we are working with a funny Creator who is NOT of Earth--and has a funny sense of 'values'--which is probably a good thing because most of our 'values' --work hard = reward--are probably drilled into us by the slave masters at Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

For the same token, people who are all bent out of shape over the latest Psychological Operatives and are unfriending people and getting all worked up over it--in a sense, as twisted as it is, by biting the hook, line, and sinker offered to them by the Mainstream Media, are in fact, in their own way, waking up.

They are starting to question the status quo.

Stupid me I thought this whole waking up thing would be peaceful.


I thought this whole waking up thing would 'make sense' and not be all crazy emotional tantrums from all sides.

Oh well I guess I signed up for this.

The Headmasters at the school of Earth kind of want to close it. It's not very useful, the curriculum and nobody follows it anyway.  But they can't lock the gates until everyone is out of the schoolyard.

Anyhow, here's MY lesson.

I go to my crystal shop, in my scrubs, and there's this couple there. The crystal shop people are awesome. The manager was at the counter and she was having her ears talked off by this couple. He is a retired surfer (surfer ear) and he fell in love with her when she was bald from her chemotherapy.

They completely ignore me.

They hog up the counter.

I sat for a while with a crystal, and listened to them.

They talked about ear candling. Apple cider vinegar. Chemotherapy. Some store in Temecula. They asked to franchise the store here, if there was opportunity.

Talk about the Salt Of The Earth, right?

This store to them was freaking foreplay.

I couldn't take any more, and I asked to have a session on the LifeStream. It's an electronic machine that just creates like, negative ions or something. You go in a room and touch it for twenty minutes and it just makes everything better.

I came out and the couple was still there. They were there for another half hour, pointedly talking medicine within my earshot--not really 'medicine' but THEIR kind of holistic 'medicine'--and ignoring me.

I held my crystal. It's a Lemurian sphere.

I asked it if it would help me learn the lesson of One, please?

It said yes and I took it Home.

One is a hard lesson.

It's kind of like being a doctor. You know so much more about things and how they work that most people never even know.

And being an anesthesiologist--you work so hard and if you do your job right people never even remember who you are!

I did a miracle yesterday.

I did.

I got someone off the ventilator. I was able to extubatne them according to their wishes. It was against all odds. I worked very very very hard the whole case, getting these sore and tired lungs to breathe on their own. They didn't want to.

The surgeon who was proctoring the new one noticed how hard I was working.

Nobody else did.

In a way it's thankless, what I do.

The same goes for Lightwork and Ground Crew.

In the long and short of it, our assignment is to Wake People Up. And if an opportunity like the Eclipse comes along, the Galactics are more than willing to 'hijack it' for the cause.

They can and will.

After all, it's Illusion.

Yesterday, Ross and I attached something to someone from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--a high ranking one--who was off guard. It's a one-way valve. The Ross opened one floodgate, and I opened the other. Ross is very delighted! I haven't seen him smiling that big in a long time.

Since that time, through this individual, their Team and all the timelines connected to it are being absolutely FLOODED with the frequencies of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion.

In my mind's eye I saw great joy, and I looked forward to these lost members of our soul family coming home and enjoying the Homecoming with us.

That's the whole point--to bring the lost ones home.

We shall see what happens.

In the meantime, with the Eclipse, I will be at work, and I will miss it.

The energies are building and I'm looking forward to it being over once and for all.

If the eclipse were a dance I would just sit this one out. Because I don't want to condone ANYTHING out of respect for those traumatized and lost by The Other Team.

That's just my way.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc couple

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Time To Hunker Down

Gaia has one last storm to endure, energetically. On Monday the energies shifted on the planet. I could feel it.

Illness came upon my home. Fever and chills. Terrible terrible headache. Diarrhea. Malaise. It could have brought fear of exposure to the plague. I chose to trust and use the Divine Healing Code given to me by Divine Mother herself--I haven't published it yet--and it worked.

Somehow I was able to navigate it so we were home from work and school yesterday.

I had a double betrayal on Monday--one by a patient, another by a colleague who isn't in my group but a pain doctor I work with. Both are against me, in writing, and taking down my reputation. It was so painful, so unexpected, so dark...

But I had support from my boss and my legal teams...and I was grateful. I also called my billing company and refused to bill the patient. I don't want their money. They can keep it.

The mainstream media has turned to a joke. I ignore it completely.

So as the energies face the 'black hole sun' of the eclipse, where the occult leaders of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart are going to do their last 'hurrah'-- I hold fast the vision of Divine Mother Incarnate--where we are at the door to the new era, and she is ringing the doorbell, and through that door is a wonderful garden of flowers and green and nurturing, warmth, love and compassion.

We are highly trained specialists from where we are from--Home--in Heaven--and we are not unlike the Green Berets or Navy Seals in our skill sets we were given before we came.

And we wait.

We do our jobs and we wait.

As I watched many videos yesterday, and read articles, I was struck with a sadness that is difficult for me to describe.

For example, I've had a feeling for the longest time it was 'us' versus 'them'--Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

Yesterday, I realized, 'they' and 'us' have a lot in common--we are related back Home somehow--and 'they' have made lots of terrible mistakes!

I felt the guilt and remorse and sadness of a family member who is watching a brother or sister ruin their life--to drugs or to other mistakes--as I watched the videos. A helplessness.

I also got the 'gist' of just how EXTENSIVE the planning is for the New World Order (not a good thing, it's their Neo-Marxist One World), how deliberate, and that made me sad too.

So I hunkered down.

We had a meal at home, actually three, which is unheard of with my busy life.  We had buckwheat and a little bacon. For lunch it was BLT (bacon, lettuce, tomato sandwich) and honeydew melon. Supper was made with Anthony's help, he made the organic hamburger patties with cheese inside--he chose to add cajun seasoning, mustard roasted brussels sprouts, and pesto pasta.

We watched one episode of the Andy Griffith Show. I realized how much times HAVE changed. And I longed for those simple carefree times in my youth.

And during the day, one battle after the next for my business/professional/home needs. Depositing the refunds from the last day off work where I called the companies who were overcharging me. I figured out what is asked of me by my deadline for my Maintenance of Certification, after calling the boards to ask for help. (One way is to spend time on a simulator--for two thousand dollars--which I'd rather find other, cheaper ways to meet the requirement)...even the air conditioner got fixed ten days after I made the claim. I also asked the neighbors to move out of my parking spot because the worker was coming. They moved it.

We can do this.

I have been told to wear a bracelet or scarf with moss green and sunny yellow for protection.

And I'm totally forgiving myself/giving myself room to take it easy for the next two weeks, doing the minimum, to get myself through the energies.

I even went to sleep in my clothes for two days in a row, something I never do, because it's helping me get by.

Here is a list Ross wants me to make of what I've been watching--you don't have to follow them unless you feel so moved to do so:

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple

Monday, August 14, 2017


The learning is intensifying.

I am greatly enjoying it.

I am taking it all in with great big GULPS!

This is a concept article for the advanced students, for those who have been readers of this page and gone through the whole experience with our journey of Doctors With Reiki.

For others, please, take your time.

There is no pressure for you to understand, no time limit.

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Each of us, with our energy signature, our own unique, individual vibration, is sending out a signal not just in circles like the water diagram here (I chose it because it is found on Earth, and many of us are familiar with it)--but in SPHERES of energy which radiate out from our inner core, our chakras.

Together, our 'bodies'--the physical, mental, emotional, causal--there are so many names!--are constantly changing as we experience life--and yet, no only does Creator of All That Is recognize us as 'unique' souls--but those we are incarnate with experience us--our blended energy bandwidth in the spectrum of all Life that Is...and recognize us and know us well.

Our loved ones are doing this too.

So are the people in the crowds and on the subways.

All of us who have ever lived are marching through time creating our own 'circle of influence' or more correctly, 'sphere'...and THIS is the beauty and wonder of our experience of Life Incarnate.

Through our own Free Will, and our ability to LISTEN to our heart of hearts, and temper it with our mind...we make decisions...and somehow it everything works out for the Highest Good.

Today's audacious advice is:  Dare To Be Wrong

This is wise advise as we are constantly Learning and Growing.

It is ego which compels us to keep things 'the way they are' and 'hold on to things' for us to have a sense of 'stability' in life which is somewhat erroneous in the sense that when one really stops to think about it, the only thing constant in Life is Change.

I am writing today a testimony of a person, a very dear friend, who by living his life guided me to a higher understanding than what I had years ago.

I had to slowly come around from what had been taught to me, and to learn with my eyes and ears and most importantly my heart...what is True in a Universal sense.

I hate to admit it, but there was a time where I, a devout Catholic, and Lorion, a devout Ell-Dee-Ess, discussed the topic of Gay Marriage.

Basically, we didn't KNOW. We knew gay people. We knew what our churches were telling us. And on some level, we came to the conclusion that perhaps there was some unforeseen risk to the souls of those seeking gay marriage, and perhaps it was best to trust the doctrine of our churches in whatever wisdom our leaders had in interpreting the Bible on this subject.

I knew at the time there were some minor irregularities in the various translations of the Bible.

I had no clue of the possibility of deliberate tampering/altering the themes of the Bible, either taking  entire portions out or adding things in.

I also had no inkling there is good reason to question the 'infallibility' of the church at the time.

However, my dear friend Jorge, from medical school, spent a year finding himself before he committed to anesthesia as a specialty. He graduated one year late.

Jorge took me to gay bars so we could dance. He, like myself back in the day, is an excellent dancer. We used to practice as a class ballroom steps during class breaks between lectures. We would go out to dance halls. And my favorite was Wednesday nights at Pechanga (doesn't exist any more--a nightclub) where at eight o'clock they did free lessons in salsa, and at ten, merengues.  I actually would take a jazz class BEFORE Pechanga, and I would usually have a very light meal in a hurry because I didn't want to miss out on salsa...

Somehow, through life's ups and downs, Jorge and I always kept in touch.  We grew even closer through FB.

I'll never forget the Christmas Cards. Beautiful smiling faces of Jorge and Terry, his partner, grew to include Tristan (eighteen now, and he has Down's Syndrome) and Lauren (sixteen).

The very day Gay Marriage was legal, Jorge and Terry took the day off, and went to the courthouse.

I cried with joy to share their joy, as I saw their faces online, on FB.

Gently, expertly, Creator was guiding me, through my heart, through sharing their lives, what love is all about.

And it has nothing to do with organized doctrine.

I met Terry for the first time at my twentieth medical school reunion. I couldn't tell who was more excited to meet who--I felt like I had know Terry forever, and I was super, duper happy for Jorge to have his life work out for him so well (when mine, by following the doctrines, hadn't exactly 'worked out' lol. Two divorces and an out-of-wedlock baby, now a single mom, and I too, was very happy with my own life! Imagine that!)

I just got back from Tucson for their official 'wedding'.

This was the big one where they stood in front of their loved ones, and said their vows. It was the family, Jorge, Terry, and the kids...blending sand and showing different colors of roses to mean different things, and binding them with ribbon to mean more things...

I saw the look in their eyes, in their children's eyes, and in their loved ones which included me and Anthony...and it was good...

And the party that followed, the dinner and the dancing, was joyous. It was funny how Jorge interrupted our dinner to announce that sunset would be beautiful and he had chosen the venue to let us see it during monsoon with all the colors.  It was incredible! Lightning in the distance...pinks and blues and purples in the clouds. You could see the entire horizon.

Jorge also took the time to introduce the guests table by table, to explain their connection to Terry and him, and why they were here to celebrate with them.

Again and again, was the theme, 'they welcomed Terry and me, and our relationship, with open arms'...'they live by their heart'...'in Tucson we had no one and these Thai anesthesiologists became our family because they welcomed us--whenever we were sick or needed anything, they were there to help'...even the babysitter/tutor for Tristan...who went to medical school and residency...but always found the time to help with the kids, busy as he was, was family...Jorge's cousins were there...but not all of them...for example, 'the parents of my sister in law, in Mexico, supported us from day one, and always welcomed us into their home.'...

What was I?

I was the friend with 'humble beginnings like him' who 'clicked' with him since 'day one' of medical school. And this was the first they were able to meet Anthony.

Everyone wants to be welcomed, to be valued, to be loved, and to give love in relationship--as friends, family, family by 'necessity', work family...

That's what counts.

(By contrast, none of Terry's biological family were present, as they are all devout Ell-Deeee-Ess)

When Jorge danced with me, my body wasn't the dancer's body of twenty years ago...but my heart had the joy of being in medical school again, just dancing for being alive and none of this phony meat market stuff...

Everyone got on the dance floor, and had fun.

And I mean, EVERYONE.

Young and old.

Even Anthony, who didn't like gay techno dance music...I brought him to the floor for a salsa song near the end.

Then, much to my surprise, played Celia Cruz, La Vida Es Un of my absolute favorite songs about LIFE. I had just been playing it two days ago on the way home from work, loud loud, over and over in the car.

As Anthony and I danced, and my joy increased more, I saw Ross, out the corner of my eye. Ross adores it, when I am like this, as it is my nature, to be joyful and loving, happy and free. Ross was just to my right, of my right hand (Anthony's left hand), close and tall, moving with us with the music.

I know without a doubt, as the energies of my heart increase, one day, Ross is going to just pop right into view...because THEN my physical eye, and my mind's eye, will be compatible vibrationally...

I can't wait!

I haven't even started on the lessons.  I've just scratched the surface.

As I landed in Phoenix (yes, we were in Tucson, and needed to change planes to get there)--I had already had an amazing day.

Anthony and I had thought of our dear friends who had moved to the Bay Area for a job relocation. It turned out that same week, they were in the area. I was off post-call on Friday. So we met up at their rental in Laguna Beach.  We spent the afternoon both at the beach and in the water. It was fun to go on Victoria Beach, to the pirate's keep, and to have to time the waves to get across to the tide pools. We also relaxed on their patio furniture--nice cushy couches under big umbrellas--by the pool as the kids went swimming.

Laguna Beach sand was on me still in Phoenix! We had rushed to pack and get to the airport just in time.

As I was landing after the first leg of our flight--or possibly taking off--Ross asked me to help him. Together we put a circle all around the city of Phoenix. He told me it is going to be a new Healing Center. It isn't like Sedona. And it isn't what people would think as 'healing'--but it's true, and he was both excited and pleased about it.  saw it, golden, and like a thirty foot 'fence' of energy, all around the town.

I also was surprised at how I was 'digging' back home in Laguna beach around the vortex, with a spiritual shovel, and I was breaking apart these elastic energy 'ties' that were holding it down to repress it (This is a HUGE feature of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--obstructing/blocking/weakening Gaia's natural energy points). I saw them retracting, there were like eight of them.

Ross told me Tucson was going to be a place of Divine Justice--again, not what we would think--but it's going to be a very famous site for this.

(The next day, at the wedding, on the dance floor, Jorge told me that the man who married them--the one who said, and it struck me as odd, there is no LEGAL reason to hold back this marriage!--was the SAME high-ranking district court JUDGE who had married them the first time! They had been the last ones of the day. And later, this judge/justice retired. But Terry sent an email explaining the situation to the courthouse, and they forwarded it to the Judge--who came to officiate again for them! He came out of retirement for the ceremony!)

Tonight, as I was either landing or taking off from Phoenix, Ross asked me to help him again. This time we added a similar ring, perpendicular to the horizontal one. And the two are rotating and creating a sphere around the city and surrounding areas.

Earlier today Divine Mother Incarnate told me that 'they had ramped up the mergings again, Divine Father had told her--although she didn't know how it could be speeded up any more than it has?'

I know.

I know a great many things that I do not tell a soul.

In the pool, at the hotel on Saturday, I was given a new Reiki symbol.

This one 'Honors The Galactic Central Sun'.

It takes me about six months of sending a new Reiki symbol out in the daily healings, to where my students are able to be attuned to it.

And for people who haven't been 'prepared' (for lack of a better word)--even the energies of Galactic Reiki are much too strong for them upon attunement, and they have terrible reactions to it, in the form of a 'cleanse'...

My job is to anchor these new frequencies and to share them with people like you who follow our work.

We had  a huge jumpstart from that today.


And that's not all.

The hotel where the wedding was, and where we stayed, had once been a 'finishing school' for families like the well as a 'Guest Ranch' for famous stars like Katherine Hepburn and Spencer Tracy...after the school was closed.


There was some 'cleaning house' too.

You know, there was a free copy of OK magazine in the seat pocket on the flight from Tucson to Phoenix.

We were stuck for twenty minutes on the ground before taking off.

I read it.

Every single person in that magazine is from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--they are tools used by those who control the media--specialist 'celebrities' who have been 'groomed' to have 'influence over us'.

I grew up reading the National Enquirer. It's fun reading. And fascinating.

Today I realized it appeals to the feminine--to 'tend and befriend' survival instinct'--to help US feel like, 'everything is okay' or 'we have it better than those stars (in the fat bathing suits or the bad plastic surgery)'....I realized it's created using the technique and guidelines from those who were behind Nazi propaganda...I could see too how the influence of the demonic was in the faces of so many and it couldn't be hidden any longer after a lifetime of being a card-carrying member of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart...

I could SEE right through the smoke and mirrors at the TRUTH.

Many of you are discovering the disturbing movies on YouTube--or articles--which are hard to stomach because it's hard to ignore what's been going on in plain sight but hidden.

It's all around you, everywhere you look, even the magazines like I saw today.

What else is there to do beside hike in Nature that isn't part of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart, right?

What is there to do? Should we fight it?

There comes a point where you decide you know the basics. You have educated yourself enough to know for certain what symbols mean what, what a 'public ritual' looks like--so you don't support those things with your attention.

Then you get RESOLVE.

RESOLVE to take the high road, to keep the thoughts clear, and to follow your own life lessons to the letter...

Once you do this, the ripples are going to affect the others, and at some point, nothing will be hidden.

Just like me with the magazine earlier today...I can SEE...and everyone else will too.

A friend watched a sacrifice from the 1970's...trying to educate himself...and frankly it was 'too much'. He started getting icky thoughts...

If you get the icky might be some old past life triggering...just stop...and do your best to hold your vibration high.

This friend is doing a wonderful job following his soul to help awaken others...

You don't have to watch every movie exposing Things Hidden to be able to help awaken others. Just make sure you know enough that you are talking from your inner knowing, and not just quoting others who are following theirs...and you will be authentic and doing exactly what you were sent here to do.

See how many ripples there are? All working together, like the beautiful sea...


This one here's for my Carla

Darling you are my EVERYTHING...

I am so very proud of your accomplishments.

And for sharing them with those you love--our readers...

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple

Thursday, August 10, 2017

The Cons

As many of you who have been regular readers of this blog know, I have access to memories of all of my past lives. I can remember everything, off and on, for a few thousand years--as my soul--and even before that as not incarnate.

My most immediate recent past life was as a 'kitten' for Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. I died when I was nine.

I was always in a beige room, I never saw sunlight, and I was highly 'groomed' so only the elite could come spend time with me.

I did horrible things, and was praised for it, and given lots of candy and toys. I only remember the good and I have no recollection of the pain or of fear. It was my job and I wanted to do well at it.

I think I went to the bathroom in a little chamber pot in the corner. I don't have memories of a proper bathroom.

Monarch programming 'imprints' things on the soul which carry forth from one life to the next. This is the source of the clues which helped me to learn more about myself, until the memories came out from hiding.

For example, as a child I was terrified of blood and needles. I would literally run, screaming, naked, out the front door of the pediatrician's office and they would have to chase me. I thought for sure I would exsanguinate. I would only take a bath after my shots with both a band aid and my underwear on.  One day my father was sick of my peculiarity and took off BOTH my band aid and my underwear (I did this until the skin healed).  I've never screamed such screams before in my life, and I thought for sure I would be dead in a few seconds.

I lived.

There are other examples, but for today, I will share the newest one.

I wanted jello.

Red jello.

My soul wanted it.

I've been doing a lot of work trying to figure out what they have been up to, and how to find the truth and explain it to my readers.

It's time to stop and summarize the things I have had 'catch my attention':

  • I had an intruder in my daily meditation. I was flabbergasted because my time is protected. What looked like a healthy, kind, blond gentleman in spirit was NOT! I told this being to go away, You are too tricky for me. I don't want anything to do with you.  That night, as I was falling asleep, Ross took me by the arm, to a different room, a counsel room, and like a lawyer, defended me and my soul from this trauma. Actions were passed and this soul has--um, what is it called when you can't go near a person--a restraining order? and it was taken far away--this one and the ones similar to it.  Last night, as I was falling asleep, asked me to re-write my life in this incarnation with him. I met him in college and we lived in the Sunset District in San Francisco and lived a boring life with kids. I was overwhelmed with the joy and peace of another chance, inside this body, for happiness. He explained in Spirit we can re-do things, and in my heart I can live a 'parallel life' apart from this one of intense, intense, intense service, just to keep me going in this one. Then he surprised me. Ross took me to a pool. It looked like the morning glory pool in Yellowstone. He wanted me to swim in it. He had never taken me there before. He saw I was scared and splashed the water to show me it was okay. I was worried it was hot and would cook me like at Yellowstone. He took a little water and poured it in my hands, it was warm like a tub, and eased me into the pool. It was magical and beautiful and charming. He held me close and I felt REST. Next I knew, he took me underwater, and I could breathe. I met a dolphin. Ross said I could touch it. But this dolphin, when it squeaked, I understood what it was saying! Next I knew, the dolphin let me hold his fin, and he swam me down to a room where there were MANY dolphins! They were 'standing' on their flukes and talking like at a party or convention. I explained to them my soul pain, of learning about The Ways of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart, and what on earth should I say to my readers? It's totally depressing what has been done to Gaia's surface, it's totally infested, what should I do?  Immediately their sonar coursed through my body, like a sound bath. And I could hear them saying, 'it was just a bad dream'.  I saw they were right, and next I knew I was in a bubble heading UP. I fought the bubble and I cried and I wanted to come back. I managed and told them how in THIS realm, MINE, we say proper goodbyes and don't just zap ourselves away. They explained how they understand through telepathy, so they are always connected and don't say goodbyes, but respected my need. They even took a photo with me, and gave it to me as a souvenir. They told me a small stuffed dolphin is coming my way, so I could hold on to it. And then I left.
  • If you have to give a message that is a little rude or awkward, humor is an excellent tool to get the message across without hurting feelings. I've had a feeling that mainstream media programming uses HUMOR to deliver some of the strongest brainwashing there is. Last night, Anthony watched 'Johnny Test' and this was shocking how many 'reinforcements' to the programming 'themes' was in the 'kid cartoon'.  I saw hand gestures, themes like 'no mom is present and dad is stupid', and that hidden government operations (like a mini South Pole to train army troops)--are totally okay and normal.   Watch the programming, especially the humor, because darkness may use it as its favorite tool.
  • The muslims are warning their people against Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart In This Video  It's a good video.
  • My neighbor at the mailbox was making small talk about Kim Jong Un and Guam and the saber rattling. I was like, dude? THIS is why they are talking Guam, not that--The Catholic Church is exploding with lawsuits over pedophilia right now in Guam. My neighbor was like--I could see his face--it resonated with him. (This isn't the parking spot coveter).  He paused, and asked, 'have you heard about the pedophile stuff going on? I 've heard a little.'  I said, 'oh you mean Pizzagate? With the codes like cheese pizza and sauce for horrible things?'  He nodded yes and said it's disgusting.  (People are starting to wake up)
  • THE TESTS  --  I realized with my parking spot coveting neighbor, that just like how WE needed to 'test' our guides as being 'real' and 'with our best interest at heart' and all the temper tantrums we threw about being here as Ground Crew where the conditions were awful--now the shoe is on the other foot, and we, the Ground Crew are the GUIDES to those who slumber. (Sheeple isn't a nice term, I asked Spirit for another, and they said, those who sleep and those who slumber).  It's up to us to really fill our cups and nourish our spirit--because people like my neighbors are going to look for Consistency, and set up little 'tests' to see if we are legitimate and someone who can be trusted.  We aren't asked to do anything more than hold the vibration--we are energetic walking alarm clocks with our very high vibrations! --and to answer questions/offer support to those who are awakening. The only thing is that awakening from a nightmare isn't like waking up in the morning after a good night's rest. So be ready to be tested, set good strong boundaries, and recharge your batteries--a LOT!
  • FACE to FACE. Not everyone in the organization of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart is a  specialist in 'things spiritual' (their rituals, or as they say behind their backs, the 'slicers and dicers'). They have experts in the sciences, finance, law, politics, the military, and other areas of expertise, including medicine. I have encountered one nurse and three doctors I think are in that group. It's solely by intuition and careful observation of body language. When you encounter an individual like this, they have been through the Monarch like I was in my past life. So their brain has been shattered to have what they call a 'front' and a 'back'. The front is the day to day personality which may not even KNOW what goes on at night with the personality in the back. One, a heart surgeon, was VERY upset over saving lives if someone wasn't doing well in the heart room--a panic came over him, he sounded like a little kid, and he was going to get in Big Trouble if the patient died was how he acted. Something came 'out' of this surgeon...I could tell it wasn't the first time he's seen death the childhood was full of it, it deeply troubled him, and he came up with this career to 'undo' what he had seen. There were the other clues--the rich upbringing with the father who was an executive, with him being the only one in his family who was ever Christian...I just KNEW.  I knew in my heart. And I always did my best to love and support him, as I sensed it was traumatic, and I also kept my mouth shut until now. And I prayed for this surgeon a LOT. 
  • This is a horrible video. I almost didn't post it. If you are squeamish avoid the eye makeup part, just turn the video off. Yet it opens up realms of deep soul compassion now, for those who have been Monarch trained. They are puppets. It's a terrible waste of human life. And for the dear soul, with the eye makeup, for her suffering, oh my Creator I pray DOUBLY hard for all those behind this Monarch tragedy to be taken away from Earth forever! I can see with my medical trained eyes these are not 'special effects'. For even though the entire experience for all of us with Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart is a bad dream, and only a dream, the time for change is here. First part of video is okay, the very end at the makeup part is traumatizing--watch with caution.
  • This is the last part. Trauma based mind control is just that. The beginning they have a child in a cage in their feces, hungry and cold. Within sight is another cage with kittens, who are loved, lavished with praise, and fed anything they like.  The trainers say to the child, 'look at the kittens. Do you want to be a kitten?'  At this point, the child will want anything to escape the suffering at hand. This is not Free Will--it is Extreme Duress-- and the child wants to be a 'kitten' and says 'yes'.  Then the long training begins. It's painful. Everyone you have seen in the video before has been raised with this type of training. That's how they trigger at the words and space out. If you have ever looked up from your suffering, and seen the parade of celebrities who are lavished and praised, and wished you could be like a are being 'trained'.  My point is that the exact science of Monarch is being applied without our knowing it to the masses--not in the usual context--but in a larger one for crowds of people. I want you to know what the beginning looks like. And how many times our Fear 'porn' mass media exploit us to 'heartbreak' over and over--then 'praise' us for enduring the 'sessions'.  My neighbor said to me, 'you know, I thought at some point life was going to get easy as I grew older. It hasn't.'  It's true. In our lifetime many external pressures we endure without question. For example, Income Tax to the Federal Government never even existed up to the early 1900's. Now it's here. Stuff like that...I can't see it clear but I can see enough to overlay the template of what goes on behind public view--to our public experience as a whole. Look for it.
  • I would never in a million years think an eclipse of the sun is a holy event. I've lived through many, in my youth, and the energy is visceral and sickening. I can sense these things many people can't. Remember in the Bible what is told--when you want to pray, go to your closet, and talk to God one on one. Don't go to the street corner and pray in sight, because your prayers will not be heard.  These 'mass meditations' are almost like the Super Bowl or the celebrity film awards or TV ones--collections of 'attention' to be directed by 'magicians' in Those who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. For December 2012, Co-Brah had a tour to the pyramids. You would not believe it, but there were TWO groups in different pyramids at the same time trying to do their rituals. Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart have STRONG, very STRONG ties to ancient Egyptian magic. I've read in the Melchizidek books--HE took training in the pyramids too, swimming through crocodile tanks and crawling on his belly to a spot in a tunnel where something focused energy to give him a telepathy experience of 'enlightenment' (I have NO clue what 'light' he means, too--all I know is he was trying to square the circle, couldn't figure it out, and a Mason randomly knocked on his door and showed him how. The Mason said he was 'sent'...)  I felt the energy of the Lion's Gate, the Emerald Pathway--open and close. Much good energy came to tide us over until next year. But for the Eclipse? I'm not going to meditate with any group. I'm going to my closet, like I do every day, as my practice.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple <3